Chapter 9: I am Two Life 

 


Seyha’s P.O.V

I wanted to hit him in the face but I have to hold back as this is the goodbye kiss between them. He won’t have a chance to lay his finger on my woman anymore, I promised. I’m really hurt to see the smile on her face with her tight hands around his arm. I just understand the feeling of jealousy and I envy him that he can have both her heart and body. Our negotiation was not going well because he said, he would have her and won’t leave her even a second. I don’t say anything just remind him that won’t have her.  When I left his office, I go to take Manak. I was about to pull her but Seya took her hand first then we got fight. I just cannot control my emotion so I just hit him in the face then his people came around me but he didn’t hit back. He told me that, “I keep my promise. I am a man with my word so no worry. I will make sure my woman will be with me the next tomorrow.” I looked at him with my stern face and took her closed to me but she refused and asked for explanation. I let him explain her but he doesn’t dare, so I do. When Seya kept quiet without answering her, she fainted. I immediately bring her to the hospital to check. I feel very bad now after hearing what has happened to her. Should I keep her or leave her but I cannot imagine the life without her. I made up my mind that I would accept all the sequences would happen to me. That’s a fate as I’ve never fall in love with anyone. 

Manak’s P.O.V

When I left the car, I could not stop myself from kissing and hugging him. I knew he probably feels the same but after hearing what Seyha told me and Se didn’t reply I knew it is true. Why did he use me? I am not a tool or thing for exchange. I don’t know what has happened but when I woke up I already at home with the light turn on and Seyha is right next to me. I don’t know what to do only lying down and cry for the things that just passed by. I feel uneasy and dizzy so I try to get the water on the table but interrupt by Seyha. He brought me water and asked me if I am okay. His face is pale so I feel a bit worry then I asked him back but he keeps silent. He left the room and I saw a nurse coming to me. She told me that I have a baby almost a month. My tear is falling like the waterfall, I feel sad for my baby. Why she came in this period; I really don’t want to go back to Se because of his stupid idea. I asked the nurse out and shut the door to cry until I fall asleep. 

Seyha’s P.O.V

I heard what the nurse told me but I just don’t understand why did she cry and why did she have to shut herself down? She should be happy that she has baby then I might give her a chance to meet her bf. I called Tak quickly to have a meeting around before dinner. He informed me that everything has done and nothing to worry. Tomorrow Mr. Seya will call you for sure. I thanked Tak and asked him to find few more waiter and order the pregnant clothes for Manak. Especially, get one bodyguard for her and three for the house in case I have any emergency meeting or things to do. I understand that what Tak suggestion is good but I cannot let her live separately from me. If I left her in the house near the sea, she might have a healthy mind but I cannot help myself from missing her.