Chapter 15: I’m Pleased 

Manak’s P.O.V

    3 months has gone, and 3 months I’ve been with him. He doesn’t dare to touch me or use impolite words to me. He watches me from a far place every time I sit on the couch at the backyard where the garden there. I keep myself very busy in this tough time. I have a good time in here as I planned flowers, vegetables, and trees around his mansion. He is very supportive one. Banath always comes to help me during weekend as he is busy with his business. One afternoon, I called to my friend – Sona, Ooops, I forgot to tell that Seyha allows me to contact and have fun with my friend every weekend at his mansion, so I do. We are all gathering in the backyard every weekend together except Seyha. He is so busy with his work but he keeps his promise. He calls his guard every 15 mins and sometime 30 mins to ask how I am doing. He installed many cameras around the house and gates, also the backyard. I don’t feel pressure because I stay at his house and I understand about how he feels. He is the man who has his words. I start having feeling for him but still not sure is the feeling of love of lust as his appearance is amazing and I believe that all women who see him will not bear the feeling of having a crush on him. I want to learn how to love not lust like the first and second one. In this afternoon, he is strange he called me many times and texted me a lot. I was busy with Banath as we are planning a new plant and pick some tomatoes and salad to make dinner. 

Banath P.O.V

    I picked up Se’s phone and he told me to give phone to Manak. His voice is not good since I’ve known him for a long time, he is angry at someone or something now. After Manak finished talking with him, her face is sad but she keeps acting in front of me that she is okay. I didn’t ask her what happened cos I think it is not polite to ask about her personal. She told me that she is going to make dinner now and we spend our time in the kitchen. We cook together like we are couple. We’re chatting and laughing while I am washing the vegetable and she is checking the soup. She dropped her spoon, so I picked for her but we almost kissed each other as we picked up at the same time. The awkward moment comes and we both keep silent but this moment break by the sound of the door knocked of Se. I said, “Hi” to him but he seems in his temper so I left them alone. I am waiting for them at the dinner table but I feel it takes them very long to finish their conversation. I am about to check on them but they are bringing food here. I looked at Manak’s face while she is looking at me with a smile too; I smiled back as well. 

Seyha’s P.O.V

In these 3 months, I try to hold my desire that I have for her very hard. All night I really want to hug and kiss her but I cannot. I keep looking at her from my screen until she goes to bed. Yes, I secretly installed the camera in her room. Anyone can think that I am a psycho person, but I become like this just with her. This afternoon, I just came back from a meeting and I had a little time to rest before another meeting, so I checked camera to see my beauty but what I have seen was her with just Banath. They seem too close which make me feel jealous. Actually, I know that Banath treats Manak different from other women. I don’t care much but it seems strange as the more I check on camera the more I suspect on Banath as I see the ways he looks at Manak isn’t just only friend or best friend’s girlfriend but lover. I feel very jealous when I saw they picked up vegetable together without Sona with them. I thought Banath might have feeling on Sona as I can see that Sona is in Banath. Plus, I just feel bad and I catch them almost kiss in the kitchen so I ignored his greeting at me. When he left, I didn’t say anything to Manak as I’m afraid she might be sad if I speak loud at her at this awkward moment so I gave a hand to her. The food is ready and we both brought them together. I think I calm down after seeing her face and her smile that she gave me earlier.